第一次听这首歌的时候只觉得节奏欢快，但是看了歌词的内容之后，会有些反思。

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Intro
This song is about Maria
A close friend of mine
Who lost herself in drugs
She told me to wait for her
But guess what…
She never came back
And I’m still waiting
She told me

Chorus
Wait ’til you hear from me
Monday, Tuesday it won’t be
Wednesday, Thursday we will see
If only you can wait baby

Wait ’til you hear from me
Friday use your fantasy
Saturday you got over me
If only you can wait baby

Verse 1
She was called Maria and she really was a friend
I remember when we were walking hand in hand
She was telling me that she understands
All the world and every thrill by taking little pills

So she was trying everything and more
Alcohol and speed, coke and weed and tried to score Tragedy: she didn’t feel much better than before
So she got away here quick to find a better kick

Bridge
Never let it, wanna find her
Can’t forget it to remind her
She’s my sister, wanna tell her
How I miss her, she told me

Chorus

B-chorus
Wait, don’t call you’ve got to
Wait ’til you hear from me
Wait, that’s all you’ve got to
Wait…

Verse 2
When she arrived in the city of the stars
Blinded by the lights, a burning in the heart
She believed to play what she called her part
A member of society to satisfy her dreams
No one paid attention on her skills
So she found crack is another way to fill
The emptiness inside right now she got her thrill
Guess, who gave his life away? She did it every day Never let it, wanna find her
Can’t forget it to remind her
She’s my sister, wanna tell her
How I miss her, she told me

Chorus

Narration part:
Why did she throw her life away?
Why did she say don’t call just wait?

C-part:
If you wanna go to the city of stars
Can you help me to find my girl Maria
She once was an actress and a beauty queen
Then the drugs took over and made her mean
I tried to stand by her side make her feel alright
But she wished to get over to the other side
And since I can’t really get her out of my mind
I’m asking you, won’t you help me to find
She told me

中文歌词

等我 by Sarah Connor

这首歌是关于玛利亚的
我很亲密的朋友
她死于毒品
她让我等她
但你猜发生了什么…
她一去不回了
我却一直在等
她告诉我

一直等到我给你消息
星期一星期二我们不可能见面
星期三星期四？看情况吧
如果你愿意，等我宝贝

一直等到我给你消息
星期五自己去想吧
星期六你可能会忘了我
如果你愿意，等我宝贝

她叫玛利亚是我真正的好朋友
还记得一起手牵手的日子
她过去一直告诉我
毒品让她无所不知，兴奋异常
所以她一直在尝试各种毒品
酒精，安非他命（兴奋剂），可卡因，大麻，也走私
悲剧发生了：她没有以前开心
因此她离开这里去寻找新的转折点

从来没有放弃寻找她的念头
并要时时提醒她
她是我的好姐妹
想告诉她 真的很想她
她告诉我

等我，别给我打电话
等我，一直等到我给你消息
等我，你要做的就是等
等我

她来到众星云集的好莱坞
被五彩的世界打动，心中燃烧着欲望和激情
她以为自己会是个好演员
作为社会的成员来实现她的梦想
可是没人注意她的技能
她发现毒品可以填补内心的空虚
立即又开始吸毒
猜，是谁夺走了她的生命？是她自己

为什么她要放弃生存的机会？
为什么她不让打电话只是让我等?

好久没写过心情了，不知道为什么，突然之间有股冲动写一些曾经和现在的感觉。

或许是看了好友麒麟的一篇日记，自己心里有点感触吧，麒麟给的标题是“是否我真的不孝”，说自己不喜欢主动打电话给任何人，包括爱人及家人，从小缺乏交流，现在也不知道该说什么了。

其实我想一想自己，何尝不是这个处境呢？从小的时候和爷爷一起生活，天天见面的，基本上没用电话和谁交流过，包括姑姑、生父生母在内，十多年了，也养成习惯了，电话里倒是不知道该说些什么了。

爷爷走后，那种亲情的感觉也慢慢地消失，整个世界仿佛只有我一个，虽然我知道很多人在关心我，关注我，但是我只能在内心感激他们，希望有机会可以报答他们，却无法灌注和爷爷一样的情感在里面。

我记得在我读中专的时候，第一年去乡下读书，那时天天往家里打电话，就是想和爷爷说话，那种感觉很奇怪，只要不听到声音，就会觉得心里不踏实，浑身不自在。

而现在，即使我知道很多对我好的人，我却不会去想打电话给他们，是否我冷血无情，我心里的答案是否定的，我觉得我对他们有感恩的心，却不是亲情，亲情是一种非常特殊的情感，它让我很有安全感，而除了爷爷以外的人，没有过这种感觉。

我有时挺自责的，为什么我会这样，我想我应该多加些交流，可事实上我已经习惯了这一种感觉，等到真的和他们交流的时候觉得尴尬，觉得无言以对。

是该想想这个问题了。